December 20, 2010

Daddy's Little Girl.

Remember how I always use to run to you whenever you came home from work? Remember the times where you would let us draw all over you while you fall asleep? Remember how you use to take us on those long road trips just so you could spend as much time with us? Remember when you let us put lotion on your back and surf on it? Remember when you would play airplanes with me around the house? Remember when I was happy because you told me I was daddys little girl? I remember it all.. why? Because that's when I honestly was happy, happy to be living under a roof with people who gave me a reason to smile. Now.. I just don't know anymore. I miss having to be wrapped around your arms.. I wish I was that little girl again. I would trade anything just to relive those moments. I don't even know who you are anymore.. It's hard to even talk to you now because it'll just end up as a fight.. It's hard to even spend time with you. Sometimes, I wish I just never grew up. I miss you so much.. you don't understand. But I guess that doesn't matter to you hey? I guess you're able to take your own paths now without having to worry about me. I just wish someday you'll realise that maybe.. just maybe your words thats come out of our mouth get taken to heart. I love you... always & certainly forever.

December 16, 2010

I want this colour!


I close my eyes in hope for a better day.

I'm sick of having to live up to the world's drama. I'm sick of people destroying people's happiness to have their own. But most of all I'm sick of having to watch it all and not being able to make a change.

I miss you.


December 15, 2010